september and the sun

today i am feeling as though things are about to happen. there is a surrounding, there is a forest. the leaves are going to be ripped. there will be consequences.

In the morning, there is no other
that's why i like and have no sense of why because all
i can see is light. Stillness keeps my body hidden from my ears, and in the morning, there is no rumbling outside my bedroom window. A sense that I grew up in sleep. Understanding lightness & heat. It took a year and a half to get through the feeling of distance, looking at your surroundings from afar, always knowing where you are on an imaginary map. Relativity.