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abecedarian on 2026-01-22

acquire ask act banana cigarette deeply chilled. to the bone. eat up the warmth you feel steeping inside gathering near the heater it took a few days to know you just a few more to keep quiet let you ramble into my ear more you asked, no he said. over-prepared quiet rumble of snow falling step out, take up breath very crisp. wet cold. "pass your zippo."

26 Habits to Unfuck your 2026 on 2026-01-06

1. Read more books—in fact, read many books. You're not reading enough books. 2. Morning routine 3. Go to the gym whenever u have time 4. Write about every day 5. Smoke cigarettes 6. Go outside and walk 7. Run a mile every day 8. Don't listen 9. Cook a little something for urself 10. Don't steal from CVS 11. Walk your dawg 12. Treat people how you wish to be treated 13. Sing and dance 14. I am sorry. 15. Ask yourself does it elevate me? 16. Talk to me how you used to 17. Call your grandma 18. Drink beer 19. Look and feel 20. think about it—all of it 21. Don't take more than you can carry 22. Slow tf down 23. It's your first 24. Time you got 25. This 26. Just keep going.

Cold Hands on 2026-01-05

The cold makes my joints hurt. Why is it that our joints age so poorly? We can only do things with our hands for so long.

perhaps on 2025-12-24

she's so rich but maybe she is not maybe she is just a tag along with a friend

one-hundred and thirty one items, alphabetized on 2025-12-16

$41 1 Balsamic Yipper 1 painted pinkie 1 salty ocean 2 cozy chairs 2 new editions of Currents 3 handfuls 3 hour album 3 naked magicians 4 sessions of hanky panky 5 lesbians 5 long hugs 5 red solo cups 50 continuous hugs 6 flips 9 ripe avocados a brand new Owala water bottle a fresh bag of apple picked apples a full glass of chocolate milk a peanut butter jelly sandwich a polar bear in the North Pole a sticker a sweet brownie a Tisch library a warm, sunny day an orange, sliced apples archery avocados baby goldfish baggy jeans bananas Bogas bowtie Breaker box Burger Hat cat celcius cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery cellery chai cholula (red) cholula (green) cute shoes Dat harvester depop shipping don't postpone joy sticker dream a little dream of me E plurbis evening walk Eyelash Fancy Cat Fancy Hat Favorite button to press fluff flying cults food frank's red hot Frat Darty Fungi fuzzy socks garlic bread George Washington Golden Nutcracker grapes grapes green tabasco guitar gungarunga hair ties on my wrist hamilton hershey kisses hiking boots hint water How many days would it take you to realize someone was putting a bird in your house if a bird appeared in your house everyday? hugs icey If you are on a road trip and stop at a gas station, what snacks are you getting? If you could change the color of nature, what color would you choose? If you could fill a pool with anything, what would you fill it with? If you were a ghost how would you haunt people? If you were suddenly taken to cave man times and everything was taken out of your brain, what do you think you could figure out on your own? lake lemons library lowkey xc bike math equations I know how to solve midterms mountains mouse naked magic show one dead Jumbo one freshly caught Traut oranges our feast over billy goats pee people Pratt Darty really long hugs red tobasco rug Ry's Eastham shirt sailboat siblings, dating, gays siracha slant smut books soccer boys sock socks SPLAT Machine stuffies tapatio tomatoes try everything! Turkey Club Hat turtle ummmm unium waking up when you have nowhere to be wand waste water bottle weighed blankets Who is in your dream blunt rotation? without the crust women Would you rather change what happens in the future or know what happens in the past? yogurt

The State of The World on 2025-12-16

One could say it's in shambles. Intense ping pong game w the backdrop of autocratic president illegally taking the lives of Venezuelans. This weekend a mass shooting at Brown university and Bondi beach in Australia and the killing of a director and his wife by his son. There is too much. I sound like Goodnight friends.

why i'm sitting alone in my room on 2025-12-13

i am sitting alone in my room tonight on my bed. last night i felt weird and decided to write out a routine for myself called 'getting it together.' the routine helped. i felt better last night after i showered, listened to joni mitchell, folded my laundry, and cleaned my room. then i went and ate. today phil and i had our moments about ir. we talked about some of the authors and theories in the library for a few hours but then we decided that it was boring and we should go eat something and we did. we met back up again later and still didn't get much done. i'm really tired for 9:37pm but maybe it will just be an early night. i haven't felt like spending time with anyone tonight but then i also haven't really enjoyed spending time with myself. i feel like i make the wrong decision most of the time. i can't wait to go home in just four days. i actually do love the holidays even though i've said previously that i don't. i'm very excited to see my friends and my family and to spend time with the people who i know better. tomorrow i will go to breakfast with phil and mira for the last time all together. it's somehow already the end of an era. then i will go and study for ir and take a break to go to a coffee shop with ana. i'm anticipating an early night tomorrow too.

A Poem composed on 2025-12-09

the question was insurmountable she was not allowed in the room it was dark there were bugs and she could not get them out

October! on 2025-11-25

October is nearing an end so I thought I would take this time to share what I've been up to this past month! One thing that comes to mind is the library at Tufts. I've really been enjoying exploring the stacks and picking out books. Currently I'm about 60 pages into A Moveable Feast. So far, I've really enjoyed the vibe. I enjoy a book where not too much happens but I get so much insight into the characters' world. I also find it very interesting to pick apart what Hemingway found important to include, such as his detailed accounts of the racing events he attended in Paris. These scenes are so fascinating–it's so cool how an author can spend so much time and space talking about such a small thing–an artistic feat even? I read an article in the Tufts Observer today titled, "I Used to Think More." I found this piece very relatable. I've been feeling very soup-like in my thoughts lately (O theme reference) but I find myself lacking an internal monologue sometimes. I've always been able to conjure up a guiding voice of sorts when I feel like I need it, but now I find myself often just living in my senses and not thinking too much. This makes me think of meditation in a way. Mindfulness is another thing I've been thinking about lately. Thinking deeply, being grateful, and reflecting all make my mind feel more orderly and effective. Finding time to not think also helps. There are these moments where I completely space out; while others find my apparent lack of thought funny, others see it as concerning. I think it's nice to let your mind take over sometimes, or let nothingness fill you up. I also want to re-learn how to code. I've decided I won't be taking computer science at Tufts, but I want to know how to create things with code. I started a python calculator project yesterday. Perhaps the code is forthcoming on this very site.......?????? Parents weekend came and went. I enjoyed showing "my folks" around my new home. There are so many things that are different from Colorado, which I do feel nostalgic for. I also feel at home here; a big city seems to suit me well. Halloween is coming. I'm looking forward to being Goose with Lillian one night and Eve with Scout another. I still need to figure out the logistics of this costumes (uh-oh). I'll be live on wmfo.org tomorrow (or technically Thursday) at 3am eastern! Tune in if you're up. That's all for now my readers. Thought I would give you some updates on life, a break from the stupid things I like to post on here for all to see. Talk to you all soon!!!!!!!! -WRL

some songs i like on 2025-11-25

Bear Ham by Turk Jerk dog-tired by Camille Keller Back Of My Hand by Horse Vision riverflies by deeper sleeper

Howdy on 2025-11-24

It's four days until my birthday. This year is the first time it has been on Thanksgiving since I was 10. I hope no one buys me a pumpkin pie like they did last year. I am grateful for a lot this year. I've made some wonderful friends here and school, and am given the amazing opportunity every day to explore my curiosities and expand my knowledge. In the new year, even though it seems far away, I want to continue to make friends: especially in my new classes. I also want to get better at writing, which I know I will because I'm taking Creative Writing: Poetry!! I can't wait for that class. I also just can't wait for the classes I am in now to be over. The changing of the seasons has been hard here. I wonder if it actually is colder of it just feels colder because I'm in a new place. I went for a run today and actually felt pretty warm. I'm geared up for winter—feeling ready to hibernate with lots of knowledge to marinate on.


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